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Sat, Jun. 7th, 2003, 02:44 am
cant sleep, as usual...

just took a shower to try and relax and get me sleepy.. think it had the opposite affect... oh well.... ive had a lot on my mind... trying to get in the right frame of mind.. im pretty much homebound... i have been trying to recover from back injury and i also suffer from severe anxiety disorders....i hate sound ing so whiiney and being so outta control! grrrr!! found out a week or so ao about an old friend from high school. i knew she had been in a wreck or something and had been in a coma a couple years ago, but dernit i found out that she still is in a vegetative state... from what i understand she is no longer in a coma she just cant speak or move or anything... i also found out that she is getting stronger physically, according to the physical therapists... im gonna go se her soon.. i hat this.. she was one of the most alive people i have ever known! whats buggin me out is that the last time i saw her she said that she was doing great "everythings rockin!" she said "everything seems to go my way like a gentle breeze, im just waiting for the wind to leave my sails" .... how freakin creepy is that... the only reason i can quote that is because it struck me so when she said it and i have had it bouncing around in my head for about 3 years now.. shesaid that about 6 months or less before the accident.. what happened was that she was witressing at a bar/club in the arts district, she went to cross the street and go to her car after work and she was struck down by the car.. how crazy is that??? Lord, please protect her, please bring her back to us. let her be a shining example of your power! We miss you Ashley!

Thu, Jun. 5th, 2003, 03:29 am
"Raptured"

This is a collage i made about a year ago, i love it i loved making it and love looking at it.. it just sorta fell together.

Thu, Jun. 5th, 2003, 03:12 am
cooking soup

Thu, Jun. 5th, 2003, 02:08 am
cooking in negative art

ive been attatched to the digicam lately .. im no pro, as im sure you can tell , but i love love love taking pictures i also love soup! i was cooking campbell's bean with bacon soup on this particular day about a week ago

Thu, Jun. 5th, 2003, 01:48 am
sepia bottle macro

Thu, Jun. 5th, 2003, 01:47 am
testing testiing...

just trying to see if i can post one of my latest photo creations (dont laugh) here:

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just trying to see if i can post one of my latest photo creations (dont laugh) here:

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Thu, Jun. 5th, 2003, 01:46 am
testing testiing...

just trying to see if i can post one of my latest photo creations (dont laugh) here:

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